modjunkie

funny, its most definitely a compliment

piercings ive had;
ears, 3 in each lobe, 4 in cartilage

medusa (didnt like it, took it out)


bellybutton  (got rejected 5 months in)
nipples, twice (punched out once, rugby second time)
septum (got sick of it, now miss it

venoms  (tore some skin, then got an infection)













Lip, right side  (job)



Mods I Plan on getting!

Dimple piercing
Septum redone
Venoms encore, aswell as nipples












2" - 3" gauges in my ears depending on how far my skin will stretch before it tears.
3 cartilage gauges 0 , 4 , 2

I also plan to have a full jumpsuit as i call it, I dont plan on tattooing my legs whatsoever, but  plan on having everything up covered, including hands, neck, throat and some face.

I would also someday like some microdermal jewels in my crown chest peice.

As well as implants, the skin kind and the boob kind
I want 3 clam shells on my side though, it has a mermaid reference.
















on the surgery side of things, i'd also like rhinoplasty

I'm considering having my tongue split & my ears pointed
there both things I want but I'm not sure if I can do the tongue splitting without being heavily sedated
As for the ear pointing I just need to find a place that does that sort of thing, i think its really cute.


I think of my body as a canvas, and I plan to paint it as I wish :)
the truth is you're the only thing keeping me here
im starting to hate again
mainly my life
one can only be happy for so long i guess
I need an escape
this place is driving me crazy
i dont feel well anymore...
tumblrrrrr? heckyes
im scared i wont have a job
im scared i wont have a place to live



im scared
no, im terrified
that ill lose you.


i wont leave
and i paint
and i paint
and i paint
i want you here
quod me nutrit me destruit.
there is no stop button.

clouds and stars uncommon

you fell asleep
before i ever could
it was so late
but there was still so much light

and i watched you
and thought of how perfect you really are
i brush my hand across your face
move your shaggy hair of your forehead
i wanted so badly to kiss you
in all your sheer innocence off your dreams
to tear you away from them, a sin
i wanted to see those blue eyes
that moments before
spoke words of exhaustion

i know the exhaustion
that is what ive grown to know every night
as i lie awake and can't sleep
and wished i had you next to me
breathing slowly as your drift away
at least then as the sleeplessness kicks in
I could brush my hand across your face
and play with your hair
and spend these nights wrapped up in perfection.
imissyou
imissyou
imissyou
imissyou



my body chooses the worst times to fail me
iloveyou
iloveyou
iloveyou
it's 4:15am
this is the way its supposed to be


i think anyways






love that is
im not mad
i just wanted wanted them to see your not as bad as me.
your withering away




arent we all?
in one way or another

really.
bad call.
disappointment

are you drunk
yes
are you high
yes
are you in bed
yes
do you wish he was here
whats more then yes
i love summer all of a sudden.
i think its you
you make me love everything.

i was constructed for you, you were molded for me

i like
walks
room temperature water
tea
video games
movies
acoustic music
singing
blogs
photography
mermaids
being in a cold ass room but warm in bed
watermelon
flowers (lilies, bleeding hearts and live forevers please)
goodmorning texts
i love yous
plaid
ripped jeans
slouchy boots
seashells
snowboarding
joints
drawing
horror
jewelry
plugs
chow chows
scarves
piercings
tattoos
writing
surprises
grilled cheese happy meals
disney classics
blunts
gore
my boy <3
shopping
alcohol
haircutting
dinosaurs
aliens
macabre
photoshop
live music
pizza & garlic fingers
arizona beverages
comic books
graphic novels
fantasy
photoshoots
bong sessions
cuddling
car rides
sunglasses
thin legs
leather jackets
vegetarianism
purple
stars
interruptions
questions
surprises.